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Topictures: The most liked photos from Instagram from February 13th to February 23rd.


This isn't much of a big post considering that I've been relatively busy lately with school...still. Since my courses move rather quickly, the workload can get a bit hectic at times. It's terribly depressing and tiring and I'm really trying, but ugh, migraines and exhaustion are not terribly fun whatsoever. I do not fancy that type of fuckery.

Anyway, I'm still working on a post, so that should be up a bit later. However, this post will have to due for now. Plus I have to admit that I'm a bit overdue on the Instagram post. So let's just jump into it, yeah?

Here are the pictures from February 13th up until February 22nd.



My personal favourites from this batch are these three: one, two, and three. What about you guys? Which of my pictures did you find appealing, if there were any? Oh and don't forget to comment with your Instagram username and follow me on instagram by clicking that link or searching "@lullatoned" on your app. I'll more than likely follow you back.

Before I move onto my prattling, I need to touch on something. So, if you're following me on Twitter, then you've probably seen my tweets ( these tweets ) about how I woke up someone leaving a comment on my picture. For those too lazy to type out the link to the cap, here ya go.

Screencaps: The comment that I woke up to that rubbed me the wrong way.
Now, I will not apologize for my response to the comment because I meant every word of it. I will say that I was a bit more snippy than usual and I didn't bother reading over for mistakes because I had just woken up and I'm not the best person to say shit to nor the most perfect speller at that point. So yes, there were a couple spelling errors in that comment (also, autocorrect is a dick...we can all agree on that), but once again, I meant that shit.

Let me clarify that I wasn't pissy because she didn't like my picture. Like I said on Twitter, I post things on this blog and on Instagram and Tumblr and Twitter because I like them and I deem them worthy enough to be posted. Whether or not you like them does not faze me. I genuinely could not care any less either way. You, as a viewer/reader are by product. I am happy when you like my stuff, but it is not essential. I'm not looking for fame here on the internet and I do have a life outside of this shit, I do this shit for fun.

What was I so pissed about then? I was more pissed at the fact that this bitch legitimately thought she was entitled to share her opinion like she was the best shit since slice bread. What pissed me off was that rather than not saying anything about a picture that she could have easily skipped, she felt that she was entitled to try and be a twat. Let me also clarify something, as much as I don't get offended easily, I get defensive immediately. My default setting is neutral-defensive. The moment I feel like you're presenting an ignorant statement/ideal/opinion or the moment I feel like I've been attacked, my neutrality goes out the fucking window and I am just defensive. Let's also clarify this, no one is more of a twat than I am when I'm in that mood where defense is my only option. Again, I said this on on Twitter and I'll say it again: Don't approach you're the shit because you will in fact be made to look like shit. Plain and simple.

Do not insult my makeup. Do not insult something that I take pride in or something that I've worked hard on. Criticize me all you fucking want, but do not ever fucking insult me, my person, my creations, and anything that I call my own. And if you're going to step to me about being "pretty" and my view on "beauty" please make sure that I can't rip you shreds with the power of my intelligent words and sarcastically crude manner of speaking.

The reason above all reasons why I got so pissy and on the defensive is because of how I look in the picture? I'm obviously Black (I'm mixed, but mostly Black), however, in some lightings, I come out really light (like in this picture or this picture) and in other lightings, I come out darker (like in this picture or this picture). I can't help it at all and I've gotten a lot of shit for it in the past. For those who've never seen my mum and father, which is the lot of you, you need to know that my mum is extremely light in complexion (almost borderline white at times) and my father is extremely dark in complexion. I happened to get the mix of both and so taking pictures is odd for me.

So yes, I got teased a lot for that and it explains my huge thing with being in front of a camera. I still try to avoid it as much as I can because of it. So yes, when people comment with things like that especially in a picture where I look like I've "lightened" myself, I get defensive and I'm dragged back to that mentality I had in the past. That combined with the fact that it's taken me years upon years to get comfortable with myself enough to be as content as I am.

That being said. Don't ever do this shit. Ever, ever. I will go off without hesitation (unless we're joking around).

Okay, rant complete.


I got so caught up ranting that I don't remember what I was gonna prattle about. So I'll instead talk about some upcoming stuff as per usual. A new Gameventure post for Vindictus will be up somewhere around the first week of March. It'll be a post dedicated to how I feel after playing Vindictus for a month. Expect a couple videos, a good amount of pictures/GIFs, and of course, text. Also, I know a have a couple circle lenses reviews to do. My camera battery died and I cant find my charger at the moment (which explains all the Instagram and cell phone pictures) so I can't gt proper pictures of the lenses for right now. I should be getting a new charger soon, so I can finally catch up on that. I also promised to do a "How I Do It" video about putting in contact for Ms. Feelo. A couple album reviews and movie reviews will be added. I'll finally add a post to the comics/manga section of the blog. Finally, a new layout will be up by the first or second week of March.

[EDIT: Hopefully, I'll be able to get out the personal post I've been working on later today or tomorrow.]

So that's a lot to look forward to. I'll make sure to update the upcoming list so that you are constantly updated on what's happening in the future.


I didn't expect this to be as much of a text wall as it was, but...shit happens. Haha. Anyway, I'm done talking for now.

Until next time, lovies~ ♥

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